##(Verse 1) It is now that my life is mine I've got this short time on earth And my longing has brought me here All I lacked and all I gaint ##(Verse 2) I want to feel I'm alive All my l iving d ays I will l ive as I d esire I want to feel I'm alive Knowing I was good en ough ##(Verse 3) I have never lost who I was I have only left it sleeping Maby I never had a choice Just the will to stay alive ##(Verse 4) All I want is to be happy being who I am To be strong and to be free To see the day arise from night ##(Chorus 1) And yet it's the way that I chose My trust was far beyond words That has shown me a little bit Of the heaven I'v e never found ##(Chorus 2) I am here and my life is only mine And the heaven I thought was here I'll discover it there some where ##(Chorus 3) I want to feel that I've lived my life